Soooo...I heard God telling me that my job was not with Cynthia Pace Photography but I should be home with my children...and keeping up with organizing my home and family. Um, God...I really like my job...and yes, I do wish I were home more but I do want to work. The next thing I know my feelings change and I am having the desire to be with my kids more...even keeping them out of school to "just hang out"...and actually crying as I drop them off with my mother-in-law because I have to go back to work. What? When did this happen? I started feeling by going to work everyday that I was disobeying the Lord. So...I prayed about it. God...is this really what you want me to do? Umm...You know...I don't make any money for my family when I am home, right? And then...the next thing I know my husband is being called on to do more projects through work and YEP you guessed it...he is making more money. Go figure! The Lord ALWAYS provides! When he closes one door He has another one waiting wide open for you to walk right in to the next season! I shared my feelings with my boss...pretty much in tears and we decided that if I felt that strongly about being home then that is what I should do. So I did!!!! Whew...WOW! I feel SO much better! I feel that I am going to get to do what God wants me to do!!! I may even help out around the studio during busy season! So that will be perfect...it will probably happen when I feel like I need to be working and then POOF I will get my "work" fix and back to my true calling I shall go!
So..what am I going to do since my job is now with Edmonds Inc.? I'm glad you asked! I am not 100% organized yet but I have big plans to have our house so organized that you will throw up when you walk in my house by how disgusted you will be with my mad organizing skills! When I am not organizing like a crazy woman I will be forming my children's foundation for the Lord...especially Mason since he will be in BIG school in the Fall (let's all take a moment to grab tissues for future our children that are almost big kids and the kids that are already big kids...on there way to growing up way too fast...Dear Lord may they always want to kiss us in front of their friends) and I feel a calling to lead a Bible study or to serve other women some how...I just don't know what God has planned for me yet but I am excited about it! I love speaking and I love sharing ALL that my God has done for me and I just know that all the life stories and excitement I have can be used for His glory. A Bible study sounds like a good fit for that calling to lead women but only God knows what I will be doing. I also have plans to be creative as a wife! I want to be the best, of course, so I will be busy creating ways to knock my husband's socks off and just to shower him with love and respect...and of course clean clothes! haha
SO...stay tuned! I am starting to brain storm and I have some pretty fun ideas for what this new season of life will include!!!
Until next time...pray for your hubby, pray for your children and pray harder that you will be that Proverbs 31 woman that can do it all!
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